i’ve jinxed so many things for myself by jumping after ideas and chances like an overenthusiastic puppy
i had an okay day today but i missed you lots.
i finally went out and got an extra fluffy rug for my bedroom so that the first thing i feel when i get out of bed is a bit more gentle than the floor. it even has specks of silver glitter woven into some of the threads and i don’t think that’s dumb. i figured when the apartment’s all empty and quiet i’ll be grateful i finally got it.
b. came over and we watched wolf children and then amy made us dinner and banana chocolate ice cream. i don’t know if i’m more relaxed now but at least i didn’t cancel, right? staying in touch is key.
i wanna fall asleep.
the world’s almost gentle enough for my silly states sometimes.